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Friday, February 01, 2008

Well since it's already 2008, and can u imagine January is already passe!! Time really flies..sigh...and as i grow older, it's sickening to know that ....i am actually AGING! Yea whatever, let's just say, i'll stay young at heart haha. Anywayz so many things happened in 2007 and yea i guess it's really not too late to reminisce now rite? haha...let's see, i've met my new course/classmates in 2007 and i'm really glad to know this bunch of new ppl...had a blast spending time with them. of course i do miss my old classmates and wherever they are, i just hope they are all happy and having a great time.

hmm...2007 is also a year that personally, i went through a lot of stressful moments and times. i guess it's because advanced diploma in broadcast is really not as easy and simple as many think it is. I mean, people have this thinking that broadcasting is for not-so-smart people, people who s*** in school and they just need to graduate in something. And i'm used to ppl looking down at me becuz i'm a broadcast student. Well, yea it's not a professional course but seriously, i learnt to respect alot of ppl in the industry. they are smart n brilliant in their own ways though they are not doctors or lawyers etc. but of course, i give full credit to the lawyers n docs out there cuz i know they go thru hell as well. But ppl just sometimes cant help but compare what we do with wat these professionals do. and ppl just have the thinking that it's tougher to be them than to be us. Come on. Stop comparing. Just because we work in TV stations and fool ard most of the time doesn't make us less brilliant than those docs or lawyers out there. I'm not saying that i'm smart or great la, but i'm tired of being compared. Can't ppl see us as equal human beings with different interest? And trust me, if u go thru wat we went thru,...like shooting for a whole day and editing and scriptwriting and film reviewing, preparing for a live show..etc, i guess you'll learn to respect the ppl in the industry. i'm freaking out because i believe what i'm goin thru now is just a small taste of what ppl in the industry is doing...now i'm already half dead. my temper and mood is so bad during the shooting, you don't wanna know. My foul language and swearing capabilities have definitely improved. When u hv to shoot til 1am, i dun think anyone is in the mood to actualy be nice...plus when personality clashes, whoa ...u get ....TROUBLE! I will try my best to shut up but.....seriously..there were times when ppl actually get on my nerves, i just go beserk...luckily i managed to control my temper with some of my friends...but when a taxi driver actually got on my nerve on day, i just scolded him like hell...HOW DARE HE SCOLD MY FRIENDS FOR NO REASON...!! I dun care if he's an uncle or whatever, he don't even know the meaning of manners and he is a taxi driver for god sake...with tat (excuse me) f***ing attitude of his, he's gonna embarrass all Malaysians..
just as we board his cab...he started shouting at us...i was patient..talked to him politely at first...but he kept scolding us....i waited n waited n when we reached our destination...that's when i scolded him..i dun care how i s***ed in mandarin, i just dig my brains and whatever used all the vocabulary i hv installed in my 'banana' brain. Slammed the door n left. Now thinking back....tat was stupid haha...but i must say, at that time, i was so stressed out that i had to channel my anger somewhere ...n he being so rude is the perfect candidate to get my vents..

i guess in 2007, for the first time in my life, i feel so tired and stress out that i hv tot of just giving up...and for the first time, i actually feel that i am actually a really fierce (in a negative way sadly) person haha
but after going thru so many stuff...i guess i'm just proud and happy that i've made it thru and that i am here

Some of the happy(or most memorable) moments of 2007:
- GRADUATED with distinction!!! FInally i'm a diploma holder heeheheh...~
- Met my new and interesting classmates (LYDIA, especially~ our new member haha) n hopefully, we shall grow closer in time to come
- Stayed in Yuin Yue's house and nver left my chair for 72 hours because we hv to rush our Corporate Communications assignment
- Had a chance to eat enough of Secret Recipe's cakes to last my whole life (we had to research Secret Recipe so we had to go to eat at their outlets...talk abt being stuffed and broke)
- Hosted and joined some wonderful parties - Quirk Awards with E1, halloween nite, christmas nite
- stuck in the car during new year 2008...had to countdown in the car muahaha..but was fun (but darn...missed the fireworks...saw a bit in between buildings)
- had loads of girl talks ahha
- went karaoke-ing for the first time
- got to do some fabulous projects like shooting and radio deejaying (though very stressful, but thinking back, it's a blast)

i guess at the end of the day...loads of great stuff had happened for me. so i thank God for a blessed 2007 and i really hope that 2008 will be a better year for me. Well, it can start off with securing me with an internship offer thank you haha....i dun really hv a confirmation yet and boy i sure hope i'll be contacted soon. Though there's verbal confirmation, there is nothing written in black and white....phew...~worried~ Anywayz.....that's all i have to say abt 2007
of course this is just a short preview of my year haha....there are some pics below as well....
shall write again soon...hmm......abt some new movies n tv shows i've watched...would love to share with you guys...(anyone who actually reads) Also....hmmmm January has been a wonderful month for me too...let me share with u how my internship interviews went hahahah...all this and more coming up (wah i sound like a tv program..opps)

anywayz take care n all the best
though it's a bit late, (well only now i hv the time, since i was really busy with college) HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL 2008

also, around da corner is Chinese New Year, so here i shall wish everyone GONG XI FA CAI!! HONG PAO YAU DAU LAI!! thanks

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;