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Sunday, July 08, 2007

This few days or rather weeks had been a darn hectic one. We are loaded with assignments, and the amount of work just won’t stop coming in. I have piles & piles of undone work and notes. Seriously, I have no idea of my status with assignments now. I dunno what I have done and what I haven’t. And as if we don’t have enough to worry about, we now have our midterm exams next week!! Seriously, I know life in advance diploma is tough, but this is really really CRAZY!
The pinnacle of all assignments is the PR assignment…why? Hmm… let’s see, first I got an idiot for a lecturer…ok, he’s not an idiot, he’s quite smart la, but for a man, he is really, to me & a few of my friends, a big time loser. I mean, he does not know the meaning of being a ‘gentleman’.
Just about 2 days ago, when we were all stressed up with his assignment (since he is so f***ing hard to please and fussy), he said he will discuss the work with us through dinner if we want. Of course we want, since our dateline is the next day and our work is almost entirely WRONG! We only have one night to make up to it. At that time, it was already about 8pm at night, and me and my friends (4 of us – all girls) were required to take a cab all the way to his preferred mamak stall to have dinner with him. Well, first he was the one who said that we can choose where we wanna have dinner. So of course we gave him suggestions of stalls which is nearer to our hostel and safer for us. Then he would complain that the place there is hot, no car park and all the excuse just pop up. I tot he was the one who ask us where we wanna go? And now he has better ideas? Of course his better idea was somewhere else, luckily not that much further from the hostel.
Anyway, even though he has a GREAT car – a Kelisa (thank God it’s not a Kenari – if not I’ll have to beg dad to buy a new family car, I dun want my family car to be the same as his!), which is EMPTY, he didn’t even consider giving 4 girls a ride to the stall… I mean, it’s already so late, and there’s actually a huge problem getting cabs during that hour, so isn’t it a lecturer’s responsibility to ensure the students’ safety? Besides, we all know that that Wangsa Maju area is renowned for the murder case of a college student, and if we can’t stop a cab, he expect us to walk pass that area just to go to ‘his’ mamak stall? He’s a complete idiot!!! It’s not that I want to ride on his car, please, if it’s in the afternoon, by all means, drive off and leave us to get a cab. But at that late hour, it’s hard to get a cab. And even if we get a cab, I am really concerned about my friends and my own safety. Plus we have 2 laptops with us, one of them is my new laptop, I dun want to lose it. Well, at that point we tot, it’s ok, that teacher wants to test us, sure, we’ll take the challenge. Though halfway flagging unresponsive cabs, we considered not going. Luckily my friends persevered and WOALA!! a cab!!
Dun even think that the off-putting, disgusting and sickening story of my lecturer is over! Now that we’re there at the stall, we expect things to get better, but WRONG! He tried to make up to us by complimenting us on our spirit of wanting to WIN! Oh, we KNOW that! His words of ‘wisdom’ is not working, one of my friends is fuming, I’m halfway fuming but still able to control myself and at least smile a little when explaining our work to him, though I try to leave most of the presentation to my other friend who is more cool… seriously, if he is not my lecturer, I dun think I’ll be even conversing with him. Well, first of all, when we are discussing with him, he was SMOKING!! I hate smokers for one and him being a lecturer, doesn’t he has the right mind to know that it is not cool and appropriate to smoke in front ‘sweet’ (hehehe) female students who are discussing serious work with you! I mean, though I dislike smokers, it’s ok if they want to but not in front of us. Our cholesterol level has already gone up because of his stressful assignment and now he tries to murder us with his second hand smoke. Great!
Ok, I can accept the smoking. So we bore with it, cool! While he was having his food, we brainstormed for ideas. (Since he rejected our idea again) After his stomach was full while ours is still groaning for food, we continue with our presentation of the new stuff we came up with. Halfway through our explanation, HE BURP LOUDLY RIGHT AT ME & MY FRIEND’S FACE!! For God sake! I actually yell, PLEASE!! I wanted to say, could you at least respect yourself, but I didn’t cuz he is still the one marking our assignments. Seriously, I would slap his face if he wasn’t my lecturer. I dunno, members of the other group seemed ok with his behavior but me and a few of my friends were absolutely disgusted. I mean, doesn’t he feel embarrassed at all doing all that in public, in front of his students? I mean if we were his very very close friends, we could all laugh and enjoy his burping skills, but seriously, we’re already not please with his un-gentleman-ness and now he’s doing this? Then he said a dirty joke, well at least I feel it was and in fact, I found it quite offensive. I dunno whether it’s only my problem but seriously, I was quite offended. As you all may or may not know, I am afraid of cats grazing through my feet. So, when a cat suddenly ‘harassed’ me, I screamed. Then he said he has never seen a girl who is afraid of pussy before. I was like, what the f***! Is that some kinda dirty joke? If he wasn’t my lecturer, he would have so gotten from me. I could slap him straight. But unfortunately, I have to deal with him for the rest of this semester, or maybe in future semesters, who knows.
Despite his, erm, what do you call, un-gentleman-ness, he is a good lecturer in terms of pushing his students to the limits. He put us through hell so that we know what the ‘real’ world is out there. It’s all about competing and being the best. So now we have to treat our classmates as competition, we need to screw them and go all out. We have to screw and bully our minds to come out with innovative ideas which no one can come out with. I guess he is the kinda lecturer that, you hate but you know what he does is right for you. This lecturer of mine, I guess is a good educator with lousy manners lol. I mean, he’s a brilliant student himself so I wouldn’t doubt his qualifications, just his behavior in front of students. I guess maybe I’m not as open as some people, so I really can’t accept his conducts. Seriously, I really don’t know whether I should be flattered or not to have him as a lecturer. Well I guess we shall see further. Girls are like weathers some people say, or rather, more accurately our opinion changes like weather. Maybe one day I shall be writing here stating how I admire that lecturer of mine (I feel nausea saying this now)

anyways that's all for now..take care peopple...just wanna let it all out..it's been weeks keeping this in my heart

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;