Thursday, May 12, 2005
Today I went to watch the Pacifier with my friends....
3 of my bestest buddies...in secondary school...or should i say highschool...anyway..doesnt really matters...
anyway...thumbs up for the movie though...haha...hilarous and so fun to watch..and it would be so much more enjoyable if it wasn't for the fact tat i had to hold my bladder throughout the movie....(by the end of it, i was so rushin to the toilet...fortunately i made it in time...it was SO CLOSE!!!!)
haha...anyway....today was supposed to be the last day i see these good friends of mine....well i'm not dying or anything ....i won't be seeing them at least for now...i mean...i'm off to college while the 3 of them will still be together for 2 years....in form 6
so it's kinda a farewell thing for me...
i was so touched when i found out tat they actually bought somethin for me....i was really touched...and i really feel grateful to have friends like them....
seriously....God is really nice to me.....for granting me such good friends....who were so faithful, helpful and supportive...all the times.....and always stood by me in every situations...
i will surely miss the times...when we all sat together in school...and tuition...chattin, talkin and discussing stuff.....like tv shows.....life.....and fantasized on how we wan to date eurasians...haha..and having loads of great moments together every single day......
i really really hope that our friendship will last...
it's so sad.....but still i gotta move on.....college...bothering me again...
well i guess i can only pray for the best...haha....i know that so far..>God has really taken care of me.....and plz God....haha......continue doing so....i still have a long journey to go..
To Jee Yin,....thanks so much for being the fun gal....i always had a good time wit u...no matter wat..we always laugh our hearts out together....and i always love being wit u..cuz u r so fun...and so.......FUN...haha....and u always make me smile....and i will really miss the times we often debate about stupid stuff for fun..like about which artiste is better...and useless stuff....but it was really really fun....haha
To Ju Imm.........u r a really really nice gurl.....i mean....whenever i have probs....u r the one i go to...cuz i can only think of u when i have probs...u read my mind...u understand me the most...i dun think u know...but seriously.....u always read how i feel most of the time...haha....and i had such a great time wit u...
To Mei Chei...haha......u love to wory about the tiniest prob....haha....well u r a really funny girl...haha....it's fun having u around....and u r the cleverest among us...well look at ur grades...and u dun study....haha..
the 3 of u...u mean...a LOT A LOT to me.....Thanks alot u guys...!!!
LOVE you all...and i will cherish our times together........
LOve TamMy!!!
well
With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;
College.....i'm really not sure whether i'm looking forward to it or not...
I mean...all of my best friends are movin on to form 6 while i alone will be goin to college...
well...i chose college for a reason...for my future...even though i have to leave my family and friends...
i was so excited before this to got to college..but now..though i'm still excited...i kinda feel a bit scared and nervous as well...i mean...come on..i'm like really useless when it comes to adapting in a new enrivonment...
you see...i'm really scared that i have no friends in college....u know, i'm not one of those popular gals and definitely not pretty....i mean ..if u look good...u attract some attentions...ppl wanna be friends with u...but then when u r this short lil gurl....who's shy and quiet...who will notice u..so wat if i'm left alone with no friends...wat am i to do...i know i have huey ning and ah chin ther..and several of my school friends ther...but still it's gonna be really hard to see them or sped time with them.....
studies ....!! very worrifying as well..wat if i dun do well.....
i mean..i chose this road..and i have to do well...if not ..my scholarship...GONE!!! so i have to struggle...really struggle...
hopefully everything turns out well...GOD!!!...HELP ME!!!......
i need companions and good results haha.....
well signing offf....!!!!!
LOVE,
Tammy!! OuT!!
With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;
