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Monday, June 11, 2007

Yes i'm back again
this time with not much to say actually..except the fact that i'm having kinda a hard time fitting in at times in college..
well yea, since my personal 'secretary' a.k.a my closest buddy in college, Yean Fun is not continuing her studies here at the moment, her presence is a miss... i mean, i never tot it would actually make a difference whether or not she is here, but now i do feel it...
i mean yea, i have other friends whom i laugh n spend time with, but now i think i realize, even though me and yean fun have disagreements at times, at the end of the day, when it comes to working on assignments and stuff, we work best together..no doubt abt tat...it's the chemistry i think...
now it's like, i'm floating on no where, no direction at times.... i mean, the friends i hang out with now are fun people, but some how or rather, it's hard to get serious or work with them yet..cuz maybe i'm still not used to working with them yet...
seriously, last time, assignment groupings were easy, me and yean fun are inseparable ..though some people thinks it's best to mingle and work with others, we feel most comfortable working together, and i dun see why we shoud work in different groups unless because of circumstance...i mean, working with Yean Fun, together, we produce really good results...
now, it's a whole new different story...
seriously, yean fun will be missed...
so, i think now, i just need some getting-used to time...sometimes, it's like i have no one to turn to...sigh and that stinks...lol
these few days for me is like so weird,...i'm so bored and ...urgh i feel like i hv nothing to do, though actually i can really work on something like note making...but then it's just hard to get started...
anywayz...it's father's day this weekend and thank God i can go home to IPoh...just to relax and enjoy a little....things in college are still not as rosy as i expected but still...well, i believe it's still the adjustment period...i really hope i made the right choice staying in TARC, i mean for my future, i hope it's the right decision...but then i still feel the syllabus here suits me more and of course the environment here is better as well....so i guess i'll just have to see what the 2 years ahead will bring...

well that's all folks...i'm heading back to the hostel now..
just thought i'll crap a little before i go back ...i hv got nothing better to do anyway..
take care...
WITH LOTSA LOVE
~TAmmy the magnificent~

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