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Monday, October 02, 2006

Sigh…my computer is too slow and therefore I can’t play my fave game – The Sims
That’s why I’m stuck blogging…
These few days I wondered….hmmm…as I read some of my old classmates blogs…I wonder whether I should have went to Form 6…cuz now me and my best friends can’t really talk about the things we used to cuz …we’re doing different things….
All three of them have their own life and I have my own….we study different stuff and we can’t talk about studies….our schedule is different
So maybe if I were in Form 6, things wouldn’t be like this...
But the thing is … as I think back, I din regret a bit making the decision to go to college to pursue this course…BROADCASTING…I know what I want to do…yea although sometimes a little unsure but yea I do like the stuff I’m studying…. I’m glad of the things I’ve gone thru so far…
I mean come on I got to interview some cool people…I became a DJ for our own production …had loads of fun with my course mates….i didn’t regret a bit….
It’s just that I feel that I missed being a part of my few best friends life …sometimes it’s like I’m not part of them…but then again I think,…I have another part of life that I enjoy…I guess it’s like this, we have to make decision, whether to do something different or go with the conventional…so I took a path that’s different… I chose to not follow my friends to Form 6 and now I guess I miss being in a part of their lives…
But though I do feel left out sometimes when I’m in KL studying, I still have a few friends to cheer me up….
I like this poem called “The Road Less Travel” cuz it really describes life…in fact it describe the situation I’m in now….you see I chose the road less taken, all my friends went to Form 6 except me, so I’ll never know what would happened if I went with them…
I can never go back…but I guess I just have to enjoy the journey of the road, which I’m traveling now…I must say…there are ups and downs but heck that’s life

I guess I’m constantly changing…especially my thoughts…sometimes it’s like I’m extremely sensitive… I hate that…sometimes I feel so sad just because I feel that some people dun like me or when things dun go my way or when I’m jealous... I guess life tat’s way huh… you’ll never be satisfied with what you have and sometimes I dun even know what I want…sigh….
Oh and my uncle’s brother I told you guys about before passed away of cancer….
Life is like that … You can never predict the future ….you can never guess what is to come… that’s why my philosophy in life is to enjoy every single day as if it is the last…but I dun think I apply this during my exams period…cuz really if u think like that, you won’t study, cuz u wouldn’t want to spend your last day of life studying for exams right? So you would use it as an excuse to not study…
Anywayz apply this philosophy everyday except during exams.
I must say it’s really sad if your love ones passes away because of cancer…all the future doctors, you guys gotta come out with a cure for cancer! Pronto!
I dun wan anyone to go thru that grief and pain…cuz I kinda know how it feels….

A lot happened in the past week… well first I was DARN PISS when Suki won One In A Million, a local singing competition…almost like American Idol but then not up to par cuz they always choose those who can’t sing as winner…I WAS DARN PISSSSS!!!!
I’m actually really sick and tired of MALAYSIANs who keep voting for “Taiwanese Look-a-like” singers who has no capability of singing as well as others…those who are talented have to leave and give way to these type of contestants…CRAP!!
The rocker Faizal should win...Period!! But no, Malaysia want to crown Miss “Oh-so-cute” Suki to win the cash…well I u ask me, I dun think she knows how to handle that 1 million bucks properly…
I voted like hell for Faizal but they rejected all my votes…I dun hv a clue why?
Come on…is that a conspiracy or something? How can they reject my votes? If they received all my votes, then Faizal could have won…he’s the talented one…he’s the creative one who always comes out with something fresh and entertaining…
Yeah I do admit tat I’m biased…sometimes…
But then Suki really sucked! She’s so pretentious, acting cute and all…sorry but I really am sick of her…and gosh I can’t believe that she’s only 16…she looks too mature….
Whatever it is….I learnt a lesson, and that is…NEVER WATCH MALAYSIAN SINGING REALITY SHOWS that requires voting cuz you will end up very frustrated and disappointed with the FREAKING results…
All you hv to do is spot the “CUTE TAIWANESE” looking one and that person will definitely win… well unless you like Cute Taiwanese looking singers, my advise: DO NOT GET YOURSELF HOOKED TO MALAYSIAN REALITY SHOWS!!
I’ve learnt my lesson after watching 2 of these shows… you know why American Idol is so much better?? I can answer that…cuz the talented one always win….
You spot a good one in the beginning of the show, and they really goes far in the competition…and I mean, their talents are obviously way better but at least the real talented ones wins….here in Malaysia, we already have not enough great talents, and they some more would vote for those suckers to win…and those GREAT TALENTS are sent packing….#Q$^#Q&$^&*!!!
One very sad incident is Nikki from Malaysian Idol 1, that girl I tell you can sing like….
But they let Vic got in the comp????? GOSH!! Vic is another “Cute” Taiwanese looking guy who suck…ok when I say “cute” it doesn’t mean I agree that he is cute ok? I think he’s freaking ugly thank you…sorry Vic fans
I mean gosh…sorry those Taiwanese sweetie pies are just not my kinda guy…
I find macho ones way cuter than these skinny n girlie looking Taiwanese “chicks”
Anywayz…Suki I must say is pretty though…however she’s just not that good….so I dun think she deserve to win….
Faizal rocked almost week so he’s clearly the deserving one……I think even Paul Moss thinks he should win…but then who knows right?
And yes that was my comments on that program…I am NOT GONNA watch another one of this shows….so that I dun get so sad for nothing…

What else yea I am again stuck with my Korean TV dramas…
Now I’m watching “Wonderful Life” starring Eugene and Kim Jae Won…it’s a great show…it’s more like a comedy…unlike “Save the Last Dance for Me”
Well I like both the same…
When I’m in the mood for love, I watch “Save the Last Dance”… when I’m in the mood for laughter and fun the I go for “Wonderful Life”..
But “Wonderful life” has sad parts too…
So watching these shows just made me cry like hell….
Eugene is darn pretty…how can there be such a pretty and sweet gal in this world! Sigh…the question is …sometimes I ask...why can some people have everything? They are pretty and talented ….they have the body, looks and everything….as compared to me, I really have nothing compared to them….sigh! sigh …sigh..
Ji Sung is still darn HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and there’s this Korean series on TV called “My Girl”….that lead actor (Lee Dong Wook) is so darn CUTE!!!!!! Now that kinda guy is what like…
Well I guess I’ll just keep on dreaming to have someone like Ji Sung or Dong Wook or Rupert Grint or Josh Duhamel or Ryan Cabrera or Matt Long …

Well I guess this is it from me this time……I know I crap a lot today..cuz it’s been quite some time since I blog so I do have loads to tell…..
Well hope to blog soon…
I’m still struggling to get someone to teach me Korean, but I did learn quite a few Korean words from watching Korean drama..
“Sarang hae”, “Kamsa Hamneeda”, Joeshung Hamneeda”, “Phi-an de”, “Yakun”, Yeogi” and lots more!

Love Ya PeoPLE!!
~Muax~
Tammy
p/s: pictures to reminisce the good old days

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