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Monday, May 08, 2006

Dated 02-05-06 (very current..last week)

OH...finally i'm home for the 3rd semester break...can't believe it that a year had just gone by like that..in a blink of the eye!!! i mean at the end of may i'll be starting me 2nd year in college...YEAH i know i know..i'm OLD!! ARGH..this issue is dawning on me like 4eva...time really do pass by very very fast...hmm....maybe i'm enjoyin it that's why time just flies pass me haha...but i do have my sad moments in college...long story if i were to talk about it....hmm.....i mean..it's really stressful hanging out with the people i am with now...i feel that a few of them isn't really fond of me..the thing is maybe i'm not really fond of them either...so we're even..but then it's really sad that when i'm in KL..there's no one that i could share my ups and down with...mum's in ipoh n my sis n bro as well...all my bestest friends are in ipoh....i mean...who can i turn to and confide in?? hmm... a few weeks back was the hardest that i had to go thru...i've never felt that i have no friends before and last few weeks...i felt that...i felt how it's like having no friends to confide in...however i did manage to sms some of my old friends....HUEY NING (thanks for making me feel so much better) and of course JU IMM and JEE YIN (whom i talk to yesterday) ...i mean i'm still grateful that at the end of the day...i still have friends and family that i can turn too..

anywayz it's all over...it's all in the pass...exams as well..i dun think i did well...i didn't study hard i know..i mean i watched all my TV programs during exams...i know i shouldn't but i just can't help it...i watched American IDol and Survivor on the night before the exams and ...as i should have known..did really really badly for the paper i took the next day...i lost 24 marks just like tat because i totally skipped studying one tiny little part of the notes...i never thought that that part would actually come out...but to be fair to myself..(ahem..yea rite) i did skip desperate housewife and charmed and 8 simple rules...sigh..anywayz like i said...i can't change anything..hopefully the teacher would give me marks for the CRAP i wrote on the answer sheet...i had to dig deep inside my brains in order to find crap to write on the answer sheet...it wasn't easy...sigh...the last half an hour was like hell...my head was spinning and my brains cannot really function well...sigh...but then at least i manage to come out with something ....KUDOS!!! but still GOD plz plz help me...i need As for both subjects to maintain my full scholarship ..Plz...hehehehehe....=)

Ok...back to ENTERTAINMENT business...i'm back in IPoh and my mum bought me the Korean Drama "Save Your Last DAnce FOr Me" VCDs...(THANKS SO MUCH MUMMY!!!!..LUV YA!!) and i am so stuck and addicted to it....i mean..i'm SO SOSO in LOVE with both the leads..--> Eugene Kim Yoo-Jin and Ji Sung...Eugene is like the prettiest and sweetest girl i've ever seen...and she can really act...and Ji Sung...very good looking ...sigh...i'm so IN LOVE!!! i've been watching the show 24-7 and i know my siblings are like sick of me..they don't get why i'm so into the whole korean drama thingy...i guess when you're hooked only will u understand how badly you would want to hang out in front of the TV everyday watching it...the story is great and unlike all KOrean Dramas, this one has a HAPPY ending...that's y i LIKE..i hate korean dramas that have sad endings....i mean it's such a romantic love story...and it's really really relaxing to just sink urself into a non-reality world for a change...i mean obviously we know that all these nice little fairy tales won;t happen in real life but heck...just watch the drama and lie to yourself or rather..console yourself tat all these 'ridiculous' love stories might happen to you one day...haha..i mean in reality we know that there's NO SUCH THING AS THE PERFECT GUY but in TV...they are everywhere..hahaha..and yes ..by watching we can just daydream (or lie to ourselves) that one day...who knows......that perfect guy in Save THe LAst Dance for Me or in fact in any other movie/drama will POP out...=) like they say "DARE TO DREAM"
anywayz...to get full effect (as in to feel extremely comfortable while watching the drama), get ur bolster so tat u have something to hug and get a drink...I guarantee that u'll have a wonderful time...('',)...and if you have never heard of this drama be4...no worries...i'm gonna tell you guys more later... in my next blog..if i have the mood or time...

as for now i will sign off...my sis is bugging me that it's her turn to use the computer and of course i am now off to finish another episode of my "save Your last dance for me" or rather 2 episodes...so take carez folks!!! and do support 'Save Your Last Dance for me'..try gettin it in stores..or u can borrow mine (if you actually know where i stay haha)....

MUAX PPL, LURVE
~ TAMMY~

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;