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Monday, May 08, 2006

Dated 07-04-2006

I can't believe it!! i actually bumped into Serena C and Rudy from Hitz.fm. oh my GOd!! i was so so HAPPIE and very very nervous...they were eating in Grill's Bar at KLCC..and when i saw them, i was like ...OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!..i hesitated to ask for their autographs...i wanted to, but afraid to...luckily my friends were like, keep pushing me to go.. they keep telling me that i will regret it if i don't go .. and later i was convinced by them that i should go ask them...we went all the way to the ground floor and then we go all the way up again..my God..i really was scared...when i met them i was like ...i dunno wat to say...i end up screwing up again ..sigh..i dun even know what i said to them and wat they said to me..i din even say thank u when Serena C said that i hv a nice name..sigh...and when Rudy said "thank u for coming up to say hi to us", i was like "YOU"RE WELCOME!!" what the *beep* did i say that for?? sigh..i should hav said "thank u for making time for me" or somethin...sigh...sigh embarassing... then Serena C was abt to ask me sumthing and i ...(so freaking stupid) cut her off by askin Rudy's autograph...Y?? Y?? Y??...sigh..i didn't know tat serena C was gonna ask me sumthin,..............i sudn't hv ask Rudy so soon...... Serena C is darn pretty ..prettier in person..... sigh..how i wish i could be like her one day...today (or rather yesterday cuz it's already past 12) is the BEST day of my life..well if you exclude the fact that i din do very well in my assessment..sigh..let's not go there first haha..anywayz yes...Serena C, this is my msg to u.."JUST WANNA LET U KNOW THAT UR SO HOT AND SO COOL!! THANX SO MUCH FOR THE AUTOGRAPH..I APPRECIATE IT ALOT!! I REALLY HOPE TO BE LIKE U SOMEDAY!! LOVE YA!! AND U R SO PRETTY!! I'M SO SO GLAD TO GET TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!" i didn;t get to tell u just now cuz i was too freaking scared n my nerves just got over me.. i was lost for the appropriate words....sigh..anywayz Rudy was really fun as well...haha..i am so so HAPPIE!!

Hmm...movin on to my assessment paper..yes yes finally the moment of truth..haha..well i got 66 which is alright but the thing is...hmm...i wasn't too please wit d answer for d first question... translate don't take things for granted to BM...there are two meanings according to the dict..one means to not take advantage of something, which is the common answer i guess, though i never really heard anyone used it tat way becuz whenever i use the phrase "don't take things for granted" i use it to mean don't take something unseriously or something, for example: Don't take your health for granted...so for me is like, how i can get 0 marks out of 5 if i translate the meaning as Jangan memandang ringan terhdp sesuatu perkara???? at least 1 mark will do..haha..but then i guess it's not the marks...it's knowing that i'm right...i really dun wanna embarass myself d next time i use this phrase, i mean if it's wrong...but i asked my dad and he said it should be right...besides when i asked my teacher abt it, she said "We decided not to accept this answer" ..WHAT??? Erm..excuse me... if it's correct..how can u decide to not accept?? it's like u can't DENY the TRUTH!! what's correct is correct n what's wrong is wrong (i mean at least in languages it is) besides, it's stated in the dict...there's no way "YOU" can decide..Well ya i guess there's a way cuz she's d teacher...hmmm...ya ya...whateva she says IS RIGHT! i have nothing against her ..seriously..she's so sweet n nice, it's just that, i really expect a better explanation from her...well, i'm still in a dilemma whether i should go up to her again and make my point clear..sigh sigh..

And life isn't any easier with assignments cropping up..one down, another one to go..the thing about assignments is, it's not that u r lazy to do it, or that u dun hv enough time, it is when u dun freaking get the question that pisses u off so bad...u kinda worry whether the 1000 over words long essay is correct or not.. i mean it would suck so bad to hv completed d whole thingy just to know that u failed or get LOW LOW marks just bcuz u get the question wrong..sigh..and when u dun understand the question, your brain system will automatically becomes dysfunctional... we get lazier and lazier and then we tend to sleep alot and eat alot and then.."cheng, cheng, cheng* become as fat as ME!! lecturers aren't helping as well, i mean, lecturers are so bored that d only way to entertain themselves is by torturing students...serious..they hv so much fun reading our work...they purposely set difficult question to test our BRAINS and of course to have a good laugh... i shall remember all your "GOOD" deeds my dear lecturers!!
These few days were really sad for me...well my insecurity probs are beginning to take over me again..i get too sensitive about what others have to say about me...i dun feel good about myself..i feel that i'm too fat...useless and all...i'm just so low these days..but today was really great and i really hope that all my days will continue to be as smooth n great..hmmm...or even better haha..getting a lil greedy... but it's alwayz great to be back home in ipoh cuz there's where my family is, my mum and my sis n my bro(who's pretty snappy these days..no idea y..muz b a break-up or sumthing...haha..only kidding..exams stress) ..i mean there's no one better to confide in than ur family members..they can really boost u up a lil..though sometimes they don't really help much but then i think it's great just to hv them around..haha...it's weird cuz last time when u get to be with them everyday, u really think that they're freaking annoying, but when u r away all the time,..i know, this is cliche, i mean, everyone knows that u will treasure a person more when u dun get to see them often...haha...but at the end of each day, it's God that u hv to thank..i mean, when i reflect on the day every night..i still feel grateful that God has provided me with my family and my closest friends..bcuz no matter what happened or how bad my day was, i know that i still hv ppl behind me...and it's really nice to know that...SO THANK U GOD!!!!!!!!!

Ooookie!!!!!!!!...time for entertainment...hehehehehehehehehehehehehe............American IDol.......hmm......KATHARINE ROCKS!!!! SHe;s so darn good..she;s pretty and she can really really sings....and it's great to know that Marion loves her too!!! Katharine shall stay forever!!! Ace too...haha...both of them should date (i think i mention this be4 in my previous blog, i'm gonna do this again) ..they look great together..they hv the same charming smile...same smouldering looks on their face at the end of each song.......they ARE PERFECT TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!! CUPID Where R U?????????????????? ok ok back to reality...Chris was great as well...d thing with this season is..i like all of them, except PAris..i know she can sing ..but forgive me for finding her irritating from the beginning til now...can't help it...sigh....
Ice Age 2 --> Hillarious and fun to watch...i mean, it's a relaxing movie, if u just wan to hv a great time and a good laugh then go for it...if u want something action-packed....hehee...watch sumthin else instead ...V for Vendeta maybe (i have yet to watch it though) i would really wanna watch "Yours, Mine and Ours" or rather "Mine, YOurs and OUrs" which ever is right, i wanna watch that.. i know i know, i only go for all these simple comedies or chick flicks...date me and u'll be stuck watching these kinda movies..haha..only kidding...i watch action movies as well, just not too keen abt it...BUT I WILL NEVER EVER WATCH SCARY MOVIES that are Really really scary...anywayz i like movies that makes me laugh and happy at the end of the day... but for TV programmes, i like all sorts, comedies, reality shows, dramas.....but i;m really getting sick of TVB dramas..too predictable and boring...Korean dramas are still ok especially "Save your last dance for me"..my current MOST FAVE Korean Drama, beating "Full house" in 2nd place and "Autumn in My HEart" in 3rd (Wah..Oscars)...My fave type of programmes are of course all those American reality shows n dramas... one might argue that reality shows are fake..bla bla...true but then it's cheap to produce and it's making CASH!!! so who cares haha...and if u dun like it.. just dun watch it...there are MILLIONS or BILLIONS out there who r still CRAZIE over reality shows...besides, i feel that reality shows are avenues for ppl to realize their dreams or experience something extraordinary...who gets to work with Trump if there's no 'The Apprentice'; who can stand a chance of winning a recording contract if there's no 'American Idol'; who gets a makeover if there's no 'Extreme Makeover'; and which guy would get their life transform if d Fab 5 from QUeer Eye for the Straight Guy isn't there to lend a hand? i know u might not win d competition but just getting on TV can earn u FREE publicity... u might not win American Idol but hell...u can still get a recording contract..LOOK at William Hung..he can't even sing...haha...look at Colby Donaldson (he's damn hot by the way)...he didn't win any seasons of Survivor, he was in the Australian OUtback n Survivor all-stars and lost twice...but...HE's now an actor...i mean part-time ...he gets small roles once in a while in comedies haha....but who cares, he gets $$$, so let's just say REALITY SHOWS still RULZ for now k...haha.. i win! nah..u can alwayz argue back ur point..

and why the hell is Ryan Seacrest dating Teri Hatcher.. first she's like 10 years his senior but i guess that's the trend, guys like matured ladies...(an't get it). and then i really like ryan and i am really not fond of Teri...argh!! Cupid u targeted d wrong couple...ur target sud be Ace and Katharine yo!! WAKE UP!! Quick get that arrow out of Ryan's and Teri's butt...
I guess that's all for now...i'm feeling a lil dizzy...guesss i din get enough of sleep..drove all d way from KL to Ipoh and now i'm still on the Internet at 4.30 AM!!!! ARGH! Nevermind, i'm loving it!! haha...Well to anyone who's actually taking the time to read (or just browsing thru) all the way here..thanx for ur support!! haha...i guess no one actually reads this though...well i know God is..so THANK U SO MUCH GOD for ur support!! Muax!!

p/s: Check out Bo Bice's THe real THing, i'm sure many of u know that song..i love it..., i still hv alot of cool songs to recommend haha...save it for later!! take care folks!!!

LOVE,
~Tammy signing out~

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;