Monday, September 05, 2005
Hey People!! I'm back in my hometown once again...supposingly for my STUDY leave...meaning to say..i'm supposed to study...but ...heheh..u get me...
Anywayz...i'm so glad to be home....been eating a lot lately...the prob with being at home is...u lack exercise and u'll be stuffing eating materials inside ur mouth non-stop, even though ur stomach is like bloated...the next thing u know...u gain tonnes of kg...that's wat always happen to me..sigh...BIG FAT GIRL!!!!
FINAL EXAMS!!! ARGHH............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn stressed out...i mean...what's the point memorizing everythin abt computers and e-commerce....i haven't got the faintest idea...ok i know it's somehow related to the course i'm studying..but i still don't get the Malaysian education system...somehow...they have got to do something pronto!!...it is so ridiculuos having students memorizing their whole textbooks....or rather notes for me...
i mean..wat's da point if we remember everything..just to get excellent results in the exams and later forget every single piece of info we fill our minds with after that...it's meaningless.....but still..we don't hv any excuse...we still hv to go through this system......even though many recognizes that it is really...erm...how to put it...an inappropriate way of studying....or rather testing students' knowledge...all the government is testing is the ability of the student to memorize...and not really program the information in the heads...besides...i think a good education system trains students how to search for info/knowledge themselves....
anyway..wat am i to do...like i said, i still hv to go through this no matter wat....sigh
Ok let's move on to Malaysian Idol...haha....i know..i just love talking bout it ..don't i...haha..
Ash is really improving...and u know wat...i think he might grab the title man....well...if he maintains his good performance...he sure can..
last week he was marvellous...incredible...brilliant...UNDESCRIBABLE!!! he is just fantastic..
He sang Without You..by U2....last week....now this song just keep ringing in my head.....hehe...
Hopefully he'll continue to ROCK...!!! GO ASH!!!
Daniel is still as irritating n stupid as ever....dun know y paul moss is such a big fan of him...sigh...no offense Paul..but how come u hv such bad taste? wat happened to u?? did u clean ur ears lately??
College....erm...ok ..exams coming...
oh...and something that really hurt me happened a few weeks back in college...
i joined the dance club...because i'm supposed to pass 2 credit hours for co-curiculum activities....
anywayz.....i hv to actually take part in this dance competition in order to pass the dance exams(this competition has really caused me sleepless nights and plenty of stress...no to mention problems)..and so i was so "lucky" to be in the same group as this gurl....let's call her 'A'. 'A' is my friend actually...we met when we join the dance club together..
well 'A' is type of partying girl,..u know..those really hot chicks which i am not....those who goes out partying and clubbing....although we're different...i am still friends with her...i like to be friends with anyone..as long they are nice....
anyway..'A' is the kinda gurl who skip dance practices...not really committed to the group...
came a few times for practices.....she just want to simply do the dance thing as long as she passes the dance exams..well fine with me...if this is a personal competition that involves only herself....
but now there's a whole bunch of people in ur group..u got to consider us as well.....we don mind if u suck or embarass urself in front of the judges..but u hv to think of us too..right?
well...i really don't want to kick her out .....but whenever i tell her we hv practice...she nvr show up...fine...dun show up...so when the group decided to hv her thrown out of the team...of course she was pissed....i'm really sorry but then she kinda blamed me in a way that i did not tell her that we changed the dance steps...
Seriously,...i dunno whether it's my fault or not...i mean..do i actually hv to tell her that we changed the steps? i mean....is it not enuff that i tell her to come for practices? so wat if i tell her we changed the steps..?? is she definitely gonna come??.or maybe she will come if i had told her..actually, i expect her to know tat we'll definitely make some changes in our steps...i mean, u won't expect us to dance exactly the same as the teacher right?...besides...she knows tat our dance is incomplete....i was really really .....confused and sad during that time....it's like my fault or something...'A' is taking the same course as me...to make things worst....next semester..we'll be in the same class....sigh...and she has been telling her whole bunch of friends about this incident...so now...i think i hv a really bad impression on her friends....for sure...i dun know how to face all of them...especially her n her best friend....sigh...this is LIFE.....!!!till now..this case is still unsettled but i don't really think much about it anymore...i just want to concentrate on my studies..haha...i'm still lazing around though....
okie dookie....that's all for now..told ya i am long-winded..
ooo....and thank u GOD for everything in my life...i'm very grateful and i feel really blessed......and i pray for da best every single day....and for my exams...i hope i do well ...thank YOU!!!
With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;
