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Sunday, August 14, 2005

Hey people!!! Watz up??
I know no one actually reads this thingy but who cares, right?
mid-year tests....and after this, i mean 3 weeks from now, i will hv to sit for my fiAnyways....college has started...been busy the last few months with loads of assignments, presentations and nal exams.... feeling stress.... i mean, i have a scholarship to maintain...

anyway...i'm back in ipoh again, my hometown...great to be home for the weekend....
just had a long chat with my closest and bestest friend, jee yin...i missed her and the others so much...
i mean,.... my new friends r really different, we don't click as well as me and my previous friends, especially jee yin...jee yin is the one whom i always enjoy spending my time with..we're like so close..we argued over ridiculous stuff...well not argue actually but rather exchanging opinions...we hv loads of fun doing that...it's funny when both of us debate against each other...(we usually like different stuff and sometimes have different opinions..everyone does)...but at the same time...we do share some similarities in some of the things we like and dislike....that's why we are so close together i think....we are both really really loud...and we both talk a lot....!!! NOw, it's like something is missing....i really wish that jee yin is in college with me...it's like ...i tell her everything....sometimes..when i'm in kl and when i feel like telling someone about something...like discuss a tv show or something....no one will be ther to chat with me...usually jee yin and i can chat all day on tv programmes or just gossiping on anything at all...jee yin and i never argued before...i mean a real arguement...never before...though at times..when we are sick of each other, we'll find ways to solve that problem...now...i'm kinda sick of not having her around....sigh
I really really miss her...

Today....i went to meet the Malaysian Idol 2 finalists...oh my GOD!! wat an experience...
my favourite is of course Ash....ok, ok ...i know he's really kinda ..er.....cocky ...and arrogant.....but i can tell u...he's damn cute in person...haha....
come on....his voice is ok as well...but i don actually expect him to win...but then...SHOW SOME SUPPORT!!!...
i got his autograph though....but not directly from him....i asked a guard to hand over my book to him...haha..
so i didn't actually get to talk to him....sigh...but at least i got an autograph...kinda cool..
Farah was really nice to..she touched my face...haha...i got her autograph ..in person...
she was really nice...
i'm kinda disappointed tat i don get to shake ash's hands in person ...haha....but it was fantastic just to be there today...
now....i so wish tat i can become a tv producer...or a tv station stafff....so that i can control the celebrities..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...time to WAKE UP!!!
anyway...ASH..very good looking...but not a malaysian idol winner material yet....unless he improve tremendously...
DAniel....sigh...i hv still no idea why girs go "yaya" over him....especially chinese girls.....he can't sing...sigh....wat is happening??? (great, now all the "daniel" fans out there are gonna kill me)...luckily i'm born a chinese girl with different views....i beg to differ from the common...
no offense but...these kind of chinese guys really don appeal to me at all......not that i'm tat attractive that i can comment on other people yea...i know i shouldn't criticize other people...but sorry...that's just me writing my blog....
i think...i might be losing interests in chinese guys...seriously...
well...those who get my attention are of course...the WHITEs , not all of them..but most of them...
and of course...some other races....sigh...
only ANdrew managed to get my attention...so far...i don't think anyone else has...haha....i talk as if i am a damn pretty girl who has the right to choose the kind of guys i want....
i mean...i should be grateful if anyone even wants me...haha..
well...i just need to let it out..it's just my opinion...
Anyways....tomorrow it's back to KL...(still disappointed over the "Ash"s incident)....and it's back to college....
(my heart is still aching..bcuz i din get to talk to him.....) and everything's back to normal.....(sigh,.....)
Hopefully ...everything turns out fine every single day...and once again...i thank GOd for the wonderful opportunity to meet the idols,...for my friends and family...and for everything....(that's how i usually end my diary..by saying tq to God.....so i guess this is how i should end my blog as well...)
WELL THANKS A LOT GOD and i pray for the best in days to come!!!

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;