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Thursday, May 12, 2005

College.....i'm really not sure whether i'm looking forward to it or not...
I mean...all of my best friends are movin on to form 6 while i alone will be goin to college...
well...i chose college for a reason...for my future...even though i have to leave my family and friends...
i was so excited before this to got to college..but now..though i'm still excited...i kinda feel a bit scared and nervous as well...i mean...come on..i'm like really useless when it comes to adapting in a new enrivonment...
you see...i'm really scared that i have no friends in college....u know, i'm not one of those popular gals and definitely not pretty....i mean ..if u look good...u attract some attentions...ppl wanna be friends with u...but then when u r this short lil gurl....who's shy and quiet...who will notice u..so wat if i'm left alone with no friends...wat am i to do...i know i have huey ning and ah chin ther..and several of my school friends ther...but still it's gonna be really hard to see them or sped time with them.....
studies ....!! very worrifying as well..wat if i dun do well.....
i mean..i chose this road..and i have to do well...if not ..my scholarship...GONE!!! so i have to struggle...really struggle...
hopefully everything turns out well...GOD!!!...HELP ME!!!......
i need companions and good results haha.....
well signing offf....!!!!!
LOVE,
Tammy!! OuT!!

With Lots of Love & Hugs & Kisses & Chris Richardson's scent from BabyT ;